i feel a bit dizzy from lack of sleep again... i read Harry Potter & The Deathly Hollows up until 3.20am this morning. i got so engrossed with it that i forgot the time. after i finished my ironing last nite, i go straight reading it. actually, i wasn't sleepy yet & wanted to finish the book, but then i remembered that i'm morning shift today & have to wake up at 6.30am. reluctantly, i put the book aside & willed myself to sleep.

last time, i stayed til 2.30am reading HP book. i still haven't finished the book yet. i would have finished the book in couple of days, i guess.. but i got other things that i liked to do as well when i'm not at work, like: going out with family & friends, watching animes (i'm currently into Fushigi Yuugi anime) and yeah, the important stuff: my chores.

tonite maybe i can finish the book, only a few chapters left to read anyway.. but first i'll continue the Fushigi Yuugi Oni episodes i watched last wednesday, if i can finish it before all appliances' automatically close at 10.30pm (remember we have timer on our appliances?..), then i'll continue to Eikoden episodes. if not, then the Eikoden episodes will just have to wait.

why is it when i'm infront of the monitor & logged-in here at blogdrive, i cannot think of anything to say/post.. but when there's no available PC, my mind is overflowing with words/things to say...

and why is it  whenever i attempted to do some posting here, my boss go down and make me do adhoc things... *sigh*

okeii.. back to work.. guess i just have to continue this blogging at home..

.. that is if i can think of anything to say then.

Wakatte-ita hazu

by: Satou Akemi
  

toorisugiru

koibito-tachi no waraigoe

mune wo shimetsukeru

ameagari no

shuumatsu no gogo na no ni

watashi hitori machi wo aruku

soba ni

itai no ni

sonna koto wakatte-ita hazu

suki ni nareba natta dake

kurushimu koto

setsunai ne wakatte-iru no ni

omotte-iru anata dake wo

konna ni

aenai toki mo

[Instrumental]

 donna toki mo

issho   ni ite hoshii nante

omoccha ikenai to

osaete-ita

watashi no kokoro no koe

tomerarezu ni ima mo afure

sou de

kurushii no

watashi ni wa wakatte-ita hazu

aishitatte hitorijime

dekinai koto

demo ima wa taisetsu na omoi

watashi dake ga mieru hontou

shinjite

aishi-tsudzukeru

[Instrumental]

watashi ni wa wakatte-ita hazu

aishitatte hitorijime

dekinai koto

demo ima wa taisetsu na omoi

watashi dake ga mieru hontou [1]

shinjite

aishi-tsudzukeru

~ * ~

.:: English Translation ::. 

I Should Have Known

by: Satou Akemi

The laughing voices

of lovers passing by

makes me get all choked up.

Even though the rain has stopped

on this weekend afternoon,

I'm walking the streets all alone,

even though

I want to be with you.

I should have known this.

If I fell in love with you that much,

I would hurt just as much.

Even though I know it's heart-wrenching,

I keep thinking only of you,

even when

I can't see you.

[Instrumental]

Even though

I know I shouldn't think about

how I wish we could always be together,

even now, the voice of my heart,

which I've tried to suppress,

seems to overflow

endlessly...

so much so that it hurts.

I should have known.

I just can't keep my love for you

inside, all to myself.

But now, it's a precious thought.

I believe in the truth

only I see,

and keep on loving you.

[Instrumental]

I should have known.

I just can't keep my love for you

inside, all to myself.

But now, it's a precious thought.

I believe in the truth [1]

only I see,

and keep on loving you.

[1] "Hontou" ("truth") is the reading for the kanji for "shinjitsu" ("truth, fact").